Unknown Feeling

Hi!! im here again..i dont know if is a problem or what? i still feel what i feel before with the same guy..i know its crazy..he's a dream that will never be mine today, tomorrow or in the future..I love him so much my heart beats only for him..i dont know why..everytime i feel like this i can't help myself but to cry because i know my case is so hopeless..but i still hoping that someday i can be someone he need and love...Please help me to accept that fact that it can't be...its all lie..I fall deep to him and now i dont know how to get over him..because my heart still longing for him...